I feel my emotions taking over... It seems quite alright, the warm air is getting cool again. The future is ready to be planned for. And after we danced and sang as the night drew in and slowly went by...I doubt it, but I can imagine so much more... I have before. And it's always when I least expected that I feel it all.

As I gazed inward, to the strange dimension that is my mind... I found solace in the distance as I wandered further into life.

We stood there wondering of will happen next, who will we be after, and if we'll still be us.

And in those eyes, I lose the strain that's been dragging me back and with those lips, I recover the strength of who I am and was.

I can slip in and out at times.

Staring at myself from the exterior as if pausing a film and examining a frame.

He estado pensando en la naturaleza improvisatoria de la vida. No hay forma de predecir nada con certeza, todo es ambiguo hasta que ocurre. Incluso el tiempo es relativo. Y la ciencia genera reglas para dirigir el caos que orgánicamente nos maneja. 

Que curiosas las leyes que rigen rigen universo que es naturalmente aleatorio. El jazz del cosmos en el que bailan todos los astros, estrellas y mucho mas. 

¿No les parece romántico cómo cada estrella en el cielo es un sol que murió hace millones de años?

 I started university in 2013. This was after an admission process that took 4 months and 4 different kinds of tests/filters and an interview. There were 500 postulants but only 25 were admitted in the end. I was one of them. In total there were five years of university, meaning ten semesters, plus an extra year for my thesis project and an extra year to receive my university degree. 

I studied filmmaking studies, and I graduated with a feature film as a thesis project and a justification essay of 33 pages on the emotional weight of aesthetics in cinema. I got a unanimous vote of approval.

This was the hardest academic thing I've ever done, and I loved every second of it. I know it isn't a requirement in cinema to go to film school, but I enjoyed all of it, I became someone else in the process, I met amazing people, and I think I created amazing things. 

I am absolutely grateful... and somewhat nostalgic, which is a very me thing.